Shhhh

Wouldn’t it be nice if we all had a ‘Shhh’ button? One that ‘Shhh’ed all the shit. Particularly the shaking. After a few good days, it’s back. I feel like I’ve climbed a mountain and been kicked back down. I promised myself I wouldn’t be fooled and get too carried away, but it’s happened anyway. … Continue reading

Lights, Camera, Action

I am currently ‘playing’ the biggest role of my life: the competent, multitasking Marketeer! It’s one of the hardest roles I’ve ever had to play. Why is it so hard? It’s the effort. The continual minute by minute thought process about ‘What should I be doing now?’  ‘What happens next?’  ‘What did I used to … Continue reading

Pause || Play

It’s almost unbelievable that I was away so long.  Each day has merged into one big blur in my mind. My memories are vague and simple. Every night I would go to bed and wonder how I’d feel the next day. Would I be scared?  Would I feel normal?  Would I be able to get … Continue reading

Forward Thinking

Part 1: Mind vs. Matter I have spent the past week contemplating how much of our perceptions and reactions to experiences are shaped by our mind (all previous experiences/lessons learnt/strength of person) vs. simple biological matter (chemical imbalances). While looking for answers to help me move forward and to shape my future, both seem valid … Continue reading

Thank You

Thank you for all your texts. Thank you for your calls. Thank you for your Facebook messages. Thank you for continuing to text. Thank you for ‘Liking’ or commenting on my posts on my blogs/Facebook/Twitter/Instagram. Thank you for reading. Thank you for helping to make me feel normal. Continue reading