Grounded

Grounded

As I reach 3-months off coming all medication, my body & mind are slowly starting to settle. There has however been a mix of emotions plaguing me as my mind learns to cope with the influx of pure, raw thoughts and feelings. One of those that I didn’t expect is homesickness. For the first time … Continue reading

Keeping Warm

It’s rare that I want to write when happy.  But maybe it’s because a happy moment like this is so rare that I want to. I want to document it, capture it, share it.  Save it for a rainy day, the next down day, the day I need hope that moments of happiest do exist & will exist again … Continue reading

inbetween

Being inbetween is a tough place to be. I think it’s why I’m find things feel like I’m on a rollercoaster. It’s so tiring. inbetween houses. ————————— inbetween managers. ————————— inbetween job roles. ————————— inbetween relationships. ————————— inbetween family? Even though many of these things have an end in sight, it’s difficult to be positive … Continue reading

Pause || Play

It’s almost unbelievable that I was away so long.  Each day has merged into one big blur in my mind. My memories are vague and simple. Every night I would go to bed and wonder how I’d feel the next day. Would I be scared?  Would I feel normal?  Would I be able to get … Continue reading