Looking for my AA

A friend of mine was surprised to hear that a majority of alcoholics will attend an AA meeting every week for the rest of their lives. I wasn’t. I realise that the reason I wasn’t is because recently I have been toying with the idea of going back to therapy after having almost 7-8 months … Continue reading

Keeping Warm

It’s rare that I want to write when happy.  But maybe it’s because a happy moment like this is so rare that I want to. I want to document it, capture it, share it.  Save it for a rainy day, the next down day, the day I need hope that moments of happiest do exist & will exist again … Continue reading

Journey to the middle

During these past few months, my journey has been: enlightening, inspiring, insightful and motivational. All jargon words, but it sums up how my mind has been working through things in a way that I don’t think I really have before. I’ve always been a glass half empty kinda gal, and now, it’s definitely half full! … Continue reading

Lights, Camera, Action

I am currently ‘playing’ the biggest role of my life: the competent, multitasking Marketeer! It’s one of the hardest roles I’ve ever had to play. Why is it so hard? It’s the effort. The continual minute by minute thought process about ‘What should I be doing now?’  ‘What happens next?’  ‘What did I used to … Continue reading

Pause || Play

It’s almost unbelievable that I was away so long.  Each day has merged into one big blur in my mind. My memories are vague and simple. Every night I would go to bed and wonder how I’d feel the next day. Would I be scared?  Would I feel normal?  Would I be able to get … Continue reading

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

It’s been a while since I’ve written.  It’s been a while since I’ve known how to write.  The subjects are always there…I have lists and lists of topics to write about.  Half finished ramblings of all the things spinning in my mind at one given time, but actually formulating it into something that sounds ‘right’ … Continue reading