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Grounded

Grounded

As I reach 3-months off coming all medication, my body & mind are slowly starting to settle. There has however been a mix of emotions plaguing me as my mind learns to cope with the influx of pure, raw thoughts and feelings. One of those that I didn’t expect is homesickness. For the first time … Continue reading

Misdirection

I have an admiration and a fear of magic – the power of making someone feel, think & believe.  Mirrored in the arts; artists, musicians and actors like magicians have the capability to direct, divert and deceive.  Magic in particular often uses misdirection.  Using it to make a mundane action, exciting, mystical, and magical. Over … Continue reading

Colours of my mind

I have never been able to sleep very well.  From not being able to get to sleep to not sleeping through the night. Tonight is a bad night. I know that I should not think about it in that way as It will not help the situation, ‘Positive thinking’ It’s all about ‘Perception’ and all … Continue reading

*Trust*The*Process*

Every blog I write starts with a list of words.  My inspiration for writing.  My brainstorm.  My pains. From that point I start to form sentences, creating threads to weave them together, ready to iron them into sense. Today I have been starring at the list for hours and instead of ‘weaving threads’, my head … Continue reading

Broken

Over the past few years I have been learning more and more about how our brains work believing that if I understood what was happening in my mind then I would be able to learn how to manage my mind better.  More recently I have been learning about the chimp and the human, the old … Continue reading